I Will Forget You ) 그럴 겁니다… 잊을 겁니다

그럴 겁니다 잊을 겁니다 오늘부터 난
그대란 사람 모르는 겁니다 한번도 본 적 없는 겁니다
길을 걷다가도 스친 적 없는
괜찮습니다 잊었습니다 바쁜 일상에 행복하죠
근사해 보이는 사람도 만나고

사랑이 다 그렇죠 시간이 가면 희미해져
기억조차 할 수도 없겠죠 Oh

사랑이 가면 또 다른 사랑이 다시 올 겁니다 꼭 그럴 겁니다
지금은 아파도 조금만 지나면 아물 겁니다
그럴 겁니다 잊을 겁니다 나도 그럴 겁니다

어렵진 않아요 오늘만 아프면 모든 게 잊혀질 겁니다
달라진 일상에 어색할 뿐이죠 Oh~ NO

사랑이 다 그렇죠 시간이 가면 희미해져
기억조차 할 수도 없겠죠 그렇죠~

사랑이 가면 또 다른 사랑이 다시 올 겁니다 꼭 그럴 겁니다
지금은 아파도 조금만 지나면 아물 겁니다
그럴 겁니다 잊을 겁니다 나도 그럴 겁니다

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꼭 그럴 겁니다

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눈물이 흘러도 조금만 지나면 웃을 겁니다
그럴 겁니다 (이젠) 잊을 겁니다 (이젠) 상처가 아물 듯..
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I Will Forget You (Geureol Keomnida… Ijeul Keomnida) – Romanization

geureol geomnida ijeul geomnida oneulbuteo nan
geudaeran saram moreuneun geomnida hanbeondo bon jeok eomneun geomnida
gireul geotdagado seuchin jeok eomneun
gwaenchanseumnida ijeossseumnida bappeun ilsange haengbokhajyo
geunsahae boineun saramdo mannago

sarangi da geureochyo sigani gamyeon huimihaejyeo
gieokjocha hal sudo eopgetjyo Oh

”sarangi gamyeon tto dareun sarangi dasi ol geomnida kkok geureol geomnida
jigeumeun apado jogeumman jinamyeon amul geomnida
geureol geomnida ijeul geomnida nado geureol geomnida

eoryeopjin anhayo oneulman apeumyeon modeun ge ichyeojil geomnida
dallajin ilsange eosaekhal ppunijyo Oh~ NO

sarangi da geureochyo sigani gamyeon huimihaejyeo
gieokjocha hal sudo eopgetjyo geureochyo~

sarangi gamyeon tto dareun sarangi dasi ol geomnida kkok geureol geomnida
jigeumeun apado jogeumman jinamyeon amul geomnida
geureol geomnida ijeul geomnida nado geureol geomnida

modu jiul geomnida
kkok geureol geomnida

sarangi gamyeon tto dareun sarangi dasi ol geomnida kkok geureol geomnida
nunmuri heulleodo jogeumman jinamyeon useul geomnida
geureol geomnida (ijen) ijeul geomnida (ijen) sangcheoga amul deut..
geureol geomnida geureol geomnida ijeul geomnida


I Will Forget You – Translation

I will forget you. Starting today,
I don’t know you. I have never seen you.
We never even walked pass eachother.
I’m okay. I forgot everything. I’m happy with my busy life.
I’ve met a great person too.

Love is always like this. It fades away after some time.
Can’t even remember it, Oh.

# When love goes away, another love comes again. It definitely will.
Even if it hurts now, it will hear a little later.
It will forget. I will too.

It’s not difficult. I will forget everything after today.
I’m just getting used to my changed life. Oh~ No.

Love is always like this. It fades away after some time.
Can’t even remember it. Yes~

# REPEAT

I will erase everything.
I definitely will.

When love goes away, another love comes again. It definitely will.
Even if tears fall now, I will smile a little later.
I will (now) forget you (now). Just like a wound heals…
I will. I will. I will forget you.


** credits Blue 923@Cnblue-sky.net (romanization) + 1takeKK@Cnblue-sky.net (translation) + lemonlove9@youtube + z00mgg@asianfanatics

Saturday --> D day!

Still being stubborn, I haven't given up yet.
But then again, there's no doubt i guess i know the answer all along
So I've made an appointment with a lady who is able to read thru tarot cards..
Seem to be quite accurate, because initially I've decided to no longer go for these readings..
After my sister came back, she told me 2 things....

- the fate with "x" still yet to end..
- my house was somewat haunted

Darn!!! Unbelievable but true..
I found out that my place was in fact being exorcist before.. and that spirit is in fact at the corridor and not in my house..
another one.... no comments.. SIGH.......................

Can I deny them???
Getting ready for another trip to SG.. tiring wan i guess..

- 19th Apr 2011, 1712 -

Worst Day Ever

My weekend didn't went well... first of all, the class teacher assist. position was not a bed of roses... governing bunch of horrible monsters was the last thing i would take up not to mention, rich ones...they just don't listen no matter how much shouting so they would stop running. and they only stop when i ran over to grab them over the shoulder... sigh.. Secondly, I'm a complete idiot! I feel so used and stupid for doing all those silly stuff only to realize they are all going to drain.. I'm so emotionally drained with the "Questions" "Why" and stuff like that.. Why can't i can a straight answer? Probably i do know the answer all along.. It could be that I just don't want to face with the ultimate result that i was afraid to know.. Should I put all it behind and move on? My heart and brain just won't work hand in hand.. God, ancestors.. I've been praying to get "The-One"!!! the Genuine one~! not the bad ones.. why do i always get the bad ass... I broke down yesterday... in fact took emergency leave to attend to my so called "messed-up" emotions.. Didn't really had them sorted out properly yet... Was lucky to have K although we're miles apart but emotional support was a blessing! I love u so much K~!!!!! You're God sent angel to me~

Hello anyone there?

5th April 2011.... I've been thinking and thinking if I should continue blogging using this blog of mine or start anew.. At first, my intention was to blog about my life journal anonymously so I can express freely without to worry about friends or family finding out.. My life.... seems to be so secretive..even at this age I still live the life according to what was expected from me.. But being myself...I have this hidden rebellious streak in me.. At times i just hate the way i live my life.... I just want to break free and do things i like without the care of how others view / judge me... fark them... Right now... I'm living 2 life ... 2 face... 2 masks..... How long can I keep this up.... Why God has to play such big joke on me?

Ain't going well on Monday~

5th April 2010

First of all, I already hate Sunday because Monday comes next...
And I detest Monday because recently many things don't seem to go right like...

This morning, again I forget to take my strawberries that I've packed for breakfast.
Met retarded driver on the road... bloody farking lorry hogging the fast lane ... so when I overtook the bloody fella, he gave a chase.
However I was in the highway so I just speed up until I came to the PSDC turning, and he caught up.
I knew he was driving slowly purposely to make me feel intimidated but... I don't give a damn..

If he came down, I only have a bloody old car (like i care!).. and I have a metal rod...
Life also I only have one.. come claim it if you can! Bloody Mad Idiotic Farkers

Then came in to the office on time... I make sure I'm on track with all my opens...
Managed to keep most of it on time...
Until the ultimate one.. Updating the Flex contract changes..I started at about 3pm.. and managed to do a very good job..
When I'm almost done at 6pm.... I save my file in another version and forget to keep the original copy.

WTF!!! WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!! (Screaaaaaaaammmmmmmmmmmmmmmm)
URGH!!!!!
Farking 3 hours of work gone and now I'm sitting on my desk don't know where to start

*Sob Sob Sob

Bread Pudding~

Saturday, April 3rd 2010

I don't know what came into me last night but suddenly I remembered about the bread pudding I had in Singapore and I can't stop thinking bout it!

So I decided to make one today.. Searched for the recipe online on Friday nite d.. haha

Today woke up late, about 10.30++.. get ready and went to Jusco to grab stuff like milk, sugar and strawberries...

Went straight down to pick my sis and drop by my aunt's house coz couz also made "Otak-otak" and "Tdukbokki" Korean rice cake in hot paste :)

Came back home about 5.30+ and started preparing the bread pudding...

Tada...

Friday - April 2nd already??

2nd April 2010..

Sigh.. time really flies..
Recently I've been really into my work so much that most of the time I wasn't aware when it's time to go home..
Time is really short for me and sometimes I just wished the time would stop for a while...

Am very stressed... so stressed that recently I'm having a painful and tight feeling in my chest.
Weird... hope it's nothing serious... and should be because of the stress that I'm feeling.

This week or particularly these few days.. I'm in depression mode.. not sure why but after listening to a few Tohoshinki's song (I think I like to call them DBSK since they originated from Korea). Their songs are so beautiful and yet sad.. very very sad!

And I have the urge to share these to some of my frens but again... I'm not putting words into actions...

Chicken~ ^_^

It's weekend again! HOpe I can rest & rejuvenate at home... but I don't want the lonely feeling with me..

Go away~ Shoo....