Last Month of 2009

1st Dec'09

Can't believe we've arrived at the last month for Year 2009..
What I've achieved so far?
How far did I complete my 2009 new year resolutions??

....................................NIL..............................................

1. Did i travel to Korea or Taiwan? ---- NIL-----
2. Did i managed to buy my desired car?----NIL---

What i end up with for yr 2009??
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... My own place.. ... my very own sanctuary with a very heavy price and very reluctantly.

Last night the very last electronic item had arrived.. the black Mitsubishi Fridge..

Sleeping there was great! I slept soundly throughout the night..
I drove to work and arrive before 8.30!
Amazing!!!

Love the privacy i enjoyed...
somehow.. some of the bad vibes still lingers on...

We can never run away from that and I known this since the very beginning and yet I still chose this road still.....

Quick!! I need to change it.. I need to replace "his" presence away with something or someone new....

More Hidden Costs!!!

18th November 2009

**Taking a deep breath...
Niamah~! how many times should I curse him or myself for being stupid or what?
Last week, I went over to my new place to wait for my furniture to arrive.
After that, when I was about to leave I go over to the mailbox only to have myself buried among the flyers and tonnes of letters.

Slowly, going through one by one of those papers, a few ones caught my attention.
The Cukai Tanah and also the Indah Water bill..

MAn~!!!! If he was here the very moment, I would have strangled him or murdered him with any weapons or stuff i can find withing the vicinity to kill him.
- Cukai tanah ~ owing more than MYR 550.
- Indah water bill ~ owing MYR 240.

WTF!!... considered it was a blessing in disguise that I didn't proceed with anymore furniture or renovation works or else... I'm so bloody dead!

The farking bloody leeches actually stayed there for 3 freaking years without paying any farking monies!!!! I just hope they die and rot in hell and also rot and die again!!! multiple folds!!!!

Well, some good news.. the will that I promise that I would pay for him only cost about MYR 500 for a basic one. (Got the quote from Rockwills)

And more ranting....

I want my life back!

I hate rainy working days T_T

I won't be taking the tour guide exams nor will I attend those classes anymore..

Confirmed going to Singapore on 7th Dec and returning on the 9th Dec'09 ~ part of the reason i gave up on the tour guide course.

And most importantly, I finally realize I prefer being a tourist rather than the tourguide.
It's just not me.

Well.. I'm just being honest!

HomeDec ~ Pisa Penang

7th Nov'09



Heck, I'm really having chest pain since evening now.... Right after visiting the HomeDec exibition, I'm so stressed...



Hmm... start from this morning, went to the Farlim office to settle the maintenance fee

Total - MYR 4000.00

Got the access card and the new car sticker..



Went up to the unit, only to found out the electricty and also water had been cut off...Damn!

Was too late to do anything so need to go pay up everything later this week :(



Proceed to the HomeDec at Pisa... roam around and found mostly are mattresses, dividers, staintless steel auto gate, wall papers..



Anyway only 1 sofa set caught my eye.. I allocated RM 1600 for one of the sofa i found in Leong Gay.. Luckily I didn't make any decision to buy or given any deposit $$.

I actually found one nice one in Pisa :)

But actually blew my budget.. well.. almost abit..RM 1788 but this piece is definitely the best bargain. Original price was about RM2K++ and the factory is from KL, so if I buy during this exibition they are giving free transport fee !

~~ Consider, consider.... tapping on the calculator hard... nevermind.. go look for others first..



My main aim was to get quote for my kitchen cabinet.. HEll the most expansive thing in the whole renovation stuff.. Get a few estimations from a few vendors.. all amounting to > MYR 10K!

Dieness..

Finally found one who was willing to listen and even calculate for me.. and also end up to MYR 8K but they are giving the hob and stove from Runine free!.

~~ tapping tapping calculator more..



Another area... plaster ceiling... since my place was badly done (i meant the workmanship is so rough!) I need to engage someone for the plaster ceiling.. So I found one with only MYR 2.50/sqft.. Abother good bargain as they provide free service to measure but no need to engage them yet..

~~ consider consider...

In the end, I didn't commit to anything..
Well consider i'm lucky~! ^_^

Living or Racing life?

19th October 2009

I'm having my menses today.. that's why I was pretty cranky lately
Blaming on the "PMS" thing..

So that must be the reason I've been pondering alot things in my mind..

Are we living our life or racing against it?

I begin to feel so tired after buying up the house..
I get so depress when I'm thinking of servicing the damn loan for the next 30 years...
I get so farked up when I can't buy my new car with the number plate i desired..

"PJJ 5652"

Damn...

I want to live a simple life...
Staying in my family landed house.. I love the privacy, the land and the love of my life, my darling June roaming around..
I can spent all my disposable salary.... eat good stuff... buy good stuff..
no burdens... no responsibilities...no worries..

But when I look around.. I finally realize I've fallen so much behind my friends..
They have family.. they are driving brand new cars.. and they have luxury property...

And I finally began to realize I'm craving for a family of my very much.. *sub-consciously !
I began to want to hv a baby... *don't ask how but many ridiculous ways had popped into my mind...

How can this happen when I'm finally began to enjoy single hood...

Why now??

2nd entry for year 2009

14th October 2009.

I had been neglecting this blog for like ages now...
Not sure why but guess I must be too damn lazy to update or I was too busy "facebook"ing and playing too much games.. or must be too busy with work..

Just a short note..

My fish is dying .... T_T

2009

I really can't believe everything seems to go by in a blink of an eye.
The first thing i know was my first business trip... and the following one and another one ..
And when things really sunk in, it was near Nov when I had my vacation in Perth which I booked approx in Q2 of 2008..(Darn lazy to upload the photos.. not to mentioned my Bangkok trip)
When I came back, got additional account which irritates me deep to my bones...
But I had it under my control till today I didn't have time to breath or to blog...
I get very tired and ....so little money left..
Guess I've over-spent..

Hope for the best in this Year.. and looking forward for..... :D

AND my next planned vacation: Manila ~ here I came Muahahahahah LOL
*** dieness.. lagi no money..... good thing I'm not married yet.. can recover some after my trip... hahahhaa...

Accuracy of Death @ Sweet Rain 死神の精度

死神の精度 ~ Shinigami no Seido
Accuracy of Death @ Sweet Rain

Director: Masaya Kekehi
Cast: Takeshi Kaneshiro , Manami Konishi, Sumiko Fuji, Ken Mitsuishi, Takuya Ishida, Jun Murakami, Erika Okuda, Mitsuru Fukikoshi
RunTime: 1 hr 55 mins

Synopsis:
Adapted from the bestselling novel by Kotaro Isaka “The Accuracy of Death”. Chiba (Takeshi Kaneshiro) appears seven days before a person dies an unexpected death. His job is to observe the person for seven days, and then decide either to ‘execute’ or ‘pass over’. Getting his work quickly out of the way, he goes to the listening booth of a CD shop and indulges in his favorite pastime, listening to ‘humanity’s greatest invention’: music.
The story follows Chiba along three inter-related cases spanning forty-three years.

Here's the trailer..

死神の精度 OST ~ Sunny Day by Manami Konishi (the actress herself)

This is the first Japanese movie for Takeshi Kaneshiro in 6 friggin years!!!!

Omigosh, he's still so damn good looking... as if he never age at all..

I still remember I used to go crazy and collect all his stuff during my teenage years...** faints..

And I still fancy him now ^_^ ... specially his voice... oh gawd....